Inverted Innocence

was the time when the times were equal
for the sign of the test always
I am wearing omens
of my ecstasy
so so so
wise philosophy
there is no future
as it was before
something gives me chance
to be crucified
aw it is so magic
to be crucified!
aw it is so gorgeous
to be crucified!
why did you suffer
where did you suffer -
so solemn to be crucified
but is was no profit (-phet)
to the death I know it
all my…nothing be your blood

This is current height
I don’t wanna die
As don’t want to die for those swears
I do not know
I don’t want to be tool to save this world
I don’t want to save this world
If my world will not be safe
I’d rather
Let miss my cozy grave
let me hide in my cozy grave
I don’t wanna die if my world won’t be safe


heart that you hurt is a heart that you win
is it a dirt
is it a sin
is it a potion is it a norm
and no ocean without storm

to melt in space without thoughts of time
meet face to face with the cleanest of grime
see the beauty of thorns and roses fade
in the middle of shade
in the middle of my shade

key of life
is hidden in the caves of death

why do I bless
The curse of eternal search
Eldorado that has changing and uncertain shape
Searching I don't know what for

strange calls
in the gloomy halls
pictures on the walls
are the portals into other worlds

a part
in history of art
is much more than me
in history of fail

too long tail
behind my back
It doesn't grow from me,
I grow from it
I feel the lack of black
white doesn't fit

the stones on my back
sometimes I call them wings
but their weight
doesn't let me take off

just a piece in time scale
without trace of creed
with duty to sale
yourself in this street
on highway that grows
but never's complete
you will never know
where does it lead
without stand-by
without an evidence
to crucify
yourself with your own hands

I don't wanna live for other lives
in this world the dead have no better sequel
I don't wanna trust in common lies
Even if they are the only legal

I don't wanna die to save your souls
Any time the cross might me inverted
I will choose the hardest of the goals
To be strong when I am not supported

I am paralyzed but not that blind
I managed to find the brand new setup
I don't wanna suffer for all humankind
I just wanna suffer for self-develop

lips becoming grey when kiss the ash
most of the prayers have no meaning
I'll be only taking part in clash
When my sacrifice will be my winning


To melt in space without thoughts of time
But ticking clock's always with me in heartbeat
Nothing will be eternally mine
But the best is best because it never repeats

It is not hard to be cheerful and glad
Hard is to see that it was for a while
Nothing more than external side
without getting closer, just for staying alive

Drive me insane to recover again
although mistakes will forever remain
seems all the others do not ever fail
at least they do it less often than you

never I gonna find my personal place
rolling stone
everywhere I'm not valuable
everywhere for short time needed
this endless movement erases its own traces
and standing without move leads to oblivion

every time result is fading is the same
only difference is uncatchable process