Are you afraid?

Are you afraid of coming close?
Have you just noticed my devil's horns?
Are you afraid to touch the rose
Surrounded by the sharpest thorns?

Are you afraid of coming out
During eternity's darkness born's?
Are you afraid to release the shout
Out of the circle of sharpest thorns?

What if reality is a lie?
If Milky way is a forest path?
If you're afraid, simply let me die,
Sitting alone in the warm blood bath.

What if reality is a dream?
If so, mine may be named nightmare.
Litres of blood - and no one to share.
Brighter and brighter the razor's gleam,
Closer and closer - but I don't care.

No, I will never know what you feel...
Do you remember I still exist?
Instead of you I kiss stainless steel
Cutting my wrist...my another wrist...

I can't believe - are you still afraid?
I lanced my soul - then veins I lance.
Deeper and deeper the razor blade,
Darker and darker the water shade.
I understand, I have no chance.