Loneliness in the train

It was loneliness in a train,
It was loneliness on the road.
Mixing colors inside my brain,
On the seat I forgot my coat.

Dreams have turned into heavy stones.
It was loneliness in the crowd.
I was wearing big headphones
With the music extremely loud.

It's a dangerous game to play,
But I had to become a player.
What I'm waiting for, by the way,
When I whisper my silent prayer?

And it will never be the same.
I must stop hiding something inner.
I get out of every game
Cause I never will be a winner.

Am I happy or am I sad?
Am I hippy or am I gothic?
Wanna just spend the time ahead
In the places enough exotic.

It is better to realize
That despite all the ups and downs
Anyway sun will set and rise,
Life is changing - enjoy its bounce.

When the wishes become a trash
Fill the gaps in imagination.
Joy is quick as a blinding flash.
Meeting point is a railway station.

No travel with heavy bags,
No memories' heavy traces.
Dressed in colorful hippy rags,
Visit all the exotic places.

As I will never kiss your lips
As you will never touch my shoulder.
Only loneliness gives me tips:
Find a place that is no colder.

Changing memories one by one,
All alone is that satisfaction?
Maybe change will be never done
And my wishes won't lose attraction?