Where am I?

(текст песни, написанный в году 97)

I was born in the burning town
When the sun was going down
Filling the room with blood-red glow.
I was a witness of this show.
But I remember nothing
And still keep asking:
Am I here or am I there?
But my question's in the air.
And there's nobody around
To help me to touch the ground.

My father was a toughest trucker
Ever driven off his rocker.
He got tired of earning his bread
And crashing cars crawling ahead.
Нe's dead and buried anyway...
I miss him, but it won't save the day.
And there's nobody around
To help me to touch the ground...
Am I here or am I there?
My question is still in the air.

Water's flowing, the time runs on,
My mind's become a stumbling stone.
I'm trying to switch it off
To be deaf to my thoughts' crazy boff.
Nightmare... only monsters are seen.
I confuse reality with a dream
Watching my late daddy inside a flaming car,
His hands gripping tight a sparkling crowbar.
He's shaking it at me...
Please, Nightmare, set me free!
And there's nobody around
To help me to touch the ground...
Am I here or am I there?
The question is still in the air.

The night is pierced with dragon eyes,
I'm watching the rite of sacrifice.
They're approaching me, sulphur's cascading down...
Infernal flame's engulfing the town.
I open my eyes and close them again...
The nightmare is standing just the same.
Walls are closing... abyss smiles
Hearing the chant of the sacrifice.

Am I here or am I there?