Yisraella-Sara s diary. Men and manospere

Yisraella-Sara's diary. Men and manosphere

I'm becoming a "lady." That's what Dad says. That's how I see it. I look at my dad's phone with photos and see how I'm changing rapidly, turning into a girl. I don't want to grow up, I don't want these stupid worries about everyday life and taking care of food, career, much less periods called menstruation. I don't want to be a child! But if I behave the same way, I'm going to look like an overgrown fool with three-year-old patterns - Daddy's right about that. (I have already been diagnosed in Russia with infantilism - childishness in Russian). What we see here in The Hague are these old, shrunken boys and girls dressed in youth jeans, blouses, sneakers... They also don't want to grow old or die. But they do look stupid. Old senile idiots, let's not be rude. You have to grow up.
The Pope tells us what fundamental changes will bring hormonal changes in the world outlook, in the world outlook. At least know. To be alert and realize that the resulting "drift" is not the charm of some nice guy, but the "call of the uterus" to reproduction. Because knowledge is power. And with the necessary knowledge it is easier to cope with all sorts of "drifts"-passions. After all, what is the Blessed Lord God talking about in the first chapter of the Scriptures? That all human troubles are from "the youth of his heart." After all, if Adam and Eve (Hava) were emotionally mature and aware of what fundamental, chemical, physico-biological, Hormonal adjustments would bring them to take a drug called "fruit," they would not hide in the bushes and lie to the Creator. They were savages with "nuclear weapons," with "tools of the gods." Give the ape AKM and let her watch WWII movies. And then you go to a huge supermarket with hundreds of people, and you'll see what happens.
I'd like to have eight daughters. Eight girls. I don't know, either. It came to mind once. I'd like a husband, a rabbi and a cohen. Dad says that when the time is right, we'll have to look in Israel or America.
Because of the situation with our mother, my father had to learn a little about "men's movements", "manosphere". I too, being around, got acquainted with this topic. Dad says he understands women trying to protect their rights from all sorts of idiots. What I see in these "masculine movements" are narcissistic narcissists, rejected (rightfully) by women; these narcissists are so narcissistic, obsessed with self-reflection and irresponsible that they can not and do not want to entrust even a child to the upbringing. They shout in their movements, "Man's rights! Give the children to the men! Let women pay them alimony!" Very funny. What happens in practice? The Pope recalls a close example from the Synagogue on Vasilievsky. Someone appointed Shamesh (servant) Roma Ovchinnikov, Calling himself "Yitzchak" in the synagogue, just like my brother! He advocated dating with the child, communication, meeting, parenting. The whole St. Petersburg community helped him, wrote letters. You got it. He got all the necessary permits. Roma has a large three-bedroom apartment on the Petrograd side. He's an intelligent, highly educated man. After obtaining permits, he did not even approach his son, whose school was in the same yard as his apartment.
But what did Roma-Yitzchak do?! He saved the world! He studied the Torah... with the permanent "Le-Haim" - "To life! For life!" And in simple terms drunk, and then either lying on chairs, unable to rise, or even peed into his pants, unable to walk to the lavatory after fighting evil with a glass of vodka in hand.
That's all the masculine moves. Fanfaronism, self-admiration and unwitting drunkenness. After all, a man has to be something of himself, to be a warrior, an outstanding artist, a writer; just a kind and real person! Otherwise, why does a woman need it?! Should I spread my legs in front of him? Alcohol-soaked seed to be cultivated so that another moron or whore can be put to the world - "victim of alcoholic conception"?! Smelly socks with underpants in brown stripes to see. Ha-ha-ha! Fortunately, women now earn enough not to become slaves to another stupid shambles. That's all these "manospheres". Dad says (so taught his father too, evil) that one should take a husband (or wife) only from a complete family. Of course, who needs a "mama's boy" who spent his entire childhood watching his menstruating mother dress up, dress up, inhale her pheromones and secretly go crazy, even, Probably swindled. Such a husband is initially bad, and sooner or later his marriage will fall apart. We need full, healthy families with healthy examples, healthy patterns.
I want, with God's help, a husband, a rabbi and a cohen. Who will be engaged in community and teaching and who is well trained in what the family is, how to treat his wife, and knows roughly the possible conflict situations - how to "smooth the edges", how to avoid these conflicts, how to strive for peace and achieve it.
I'm still a little girl, and I'm not so clairvoyant to see everything and predict everything, but I'm glad that we're thinking and talking, preparing for the upcoming development in a very calm, constructive tone.

16.10.2026, The Hague, Abarbanel