Why, oh why

Английский вариант моей песни "Ну почему?"
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I want to look into your eyes,
And see the endless open skies.
I want to drown inside your smile,
And hear your laughter for a while.

I want to come to you, but can't,
To know you like I wish I had.
We're living worlds and miles apart,
I cannot hold you to my heart.

Why, oh why, am I still writing this to you?
Why, oh why, can't I stop the way I do?
Why, oh why, can't I understand this mystery?
How can I live without your memory haunting me?

I'm in a maze, don't know which way to go,
I keep on searching, though I know I'll never know.
I dream of you, I'm tangled in my dreams,
And there's no way to break away, or so it seems.

Why, oh why, am I still writing this to you?
Why, oh why, can't I stop the way I do?
Why, oh why, can't I understand this mystery?
How can I live without your memory haunting me?

I fought my fight, but no one ever won,
And now I know that you and I can't be as one.
Only my words are hanging somewhere in the night,
While you and I remain at different heights.

Why, oh why, am I still writing this to you?
Why, oh why, can't I stop the way I do?
Why, oh why, can't I understand this mystery?
How can I live without your memory haunting me?

Why, oh why, just tell me why?
How do I live, how do I try?
How do I solve this mystery?
How do I set your memory free?