I could run away swiftly

I could run away swiftly
Or walk with a grace.
There's no one with me,
But I've got one to chase.

I hear my footsteps, I hear my heart,
I feel the passion, feel the thrill.
It will drip me apart,
I know it will.

I chase my own fears.
I run for destruction,
I ruin constructions,
That I've built with my own tears.

I aim for the lips that kiss me
And hurt me,
I've loved many people
Who didn't deserve me.

I fall into hands that hold me too tight,
I listen to what haters are telling me,
I chose people who yell at me.
It feels like the only light.

I'm trapped in the darkness,
And I only fall deeper.
I was never heartless,
I tried to be my own believer.

I chase my grief as a predator,
While fear eats me up from the inside.
As a high-class manipulator
I no longer hide.

I stop and let it all
Knock me off my feet,
Because I know that after suffering and all
There's me who will defeat
It.

28.08.2026