Misfortune

So, you know,
I want to barely blame you.
Make me at home,
Allow yourself a value.
I won't go
As I was supposed to be.
Lemme show
How love is doing.

I just want you
To be near right now
But, misfortune,
You are other side on,
Or it seems so —
I don't fucking care.
I’ve so tired
To be scared. (I really tired)

It's hard, it's hard
As it seems so.

Being good boy,
Untroubled wallflower,
Left annoying
Smell of powder.
That is not
My false impression,
Just like what
I got your passion.

I am so sorry
For my being blinded
While you were worried
And in love exited.
I don't want you
To leave my life,
But, misfortune,
My soul is twilight. (Even for me)

It is hard, it's hard
As it seems so

The less I think,
The less it's whole.
I wouldn't blame you
Anymore.
You’ve let it through,
As it was supposed to,
Wouldn't be our feelings glue
To our lovely poster? (Of course not)

I’ve bring this fault
Through all the days rest.
I promised and I stopped,
Though I'm doing my best.
Amount of mistakes
Are growing with yearning,
Missing’s nothing meaning,
But we’re not two who should it takes.

It's hard, it's hard…
However, not too much. (I hope so)