Beyond Genesis

[Verse I]
Don't even try and don't waste my time,
I know that I pay for all of my crimes.
Well, maybe I know what spoiled my life.
I lost it long before my birth, without a fight.

[Verse II]
Those events didn’t ruin my personality,
Even if I slipped to another branch of reality.
I'm stuck between two different spaces,
Confronting my credo and needs face to face.

[Chorus]
It's not my fad, it was a forced inevitability,
That leaves me in a state of instability.
When I'm scrolling down, I'm choking again,
As the poison of feeling deepens my pain.

I ain't British, but you know, as for me,
There's the biggest difference between jealousy and envy.
You might get confused: compassion or hate,
But it's not your fault. It's my wretched fate:

Always beyond genesis...

[Verse III]
I don't dream: all my multiverses are dead,
And I convince myself: "Soon it will be the end".
When the time comes, I'll act like a cat:
I walk far away, where nobody gets.

[Verse IV]
I hoped for summer but now I'm lost,
In the suicide forest, where I once was host.
Now I wander somewhere between my fears
Looking for peace, while my flesh disappears.

[Chorus]
It's not my fad, it was a forced inevitability,
That leaves me in a state of instability.
When I'm scrolling down, I'm choking again,
As the poison of feeling deepens my pain.

I ain't British, but you know, as for me,
There's the biggest difference between jealousy and envy.
You might get confused: compassion or hate,
But it's not your fault. It's my wretched fate:

Always beyond genesis…

[Rap]
There's no place for me neither on high, nor inferno,
Sine me ardere in igne aeterno.
Please don't blame me for my act in this strife,
Let me be egoistic for the first time in my life.
Under the bridge, where every door is closed,
You'll find my body buried long ago.
At this culmination I decide to give up
And there's nothing to make me stop.

[Chorus]
It's not my fad, it was a forced inevitability,
That leaves me in a state of instability.
When I'm scrolling down, I'm choking again,
As the poison of feeling deepens my pain.

I ain't British, but you know, as for me,
There's the biggest difference between jealousy and envy.
You might get confused: compassion or hate,
But it's not your fault. It's my wretched fate:

Always beyond genesis...

[Outro]
Suit yourself. Now you know the truth…