Without You

[Intro]

Without You...

Verse;1:

I didn’t know it’d hurt so much, 
When you’d be leaving, out of touch. 
But I cry every day, it’s not on purpose, 
Tears just come, they burst, they surface 
Whenever I think of you. 

Chorus:
 
I don’t want to eat, I don’t want to sleep, 
I just don’t want to exist, it’s deep. 

Verse;2:

I know it’s wrong, I see the flaw, 
But you’re too deep inside my heart, that’s all. 
And as if on purpose, you don’t push me away, 
So I’m in pain, I wait each day 
For your reply, it’s hard to say. 

Chorus:
 
I don’t want to eat, I don’t want to sleep, 
I just don’t want to exist, it’s deep. 
Not while you’re not here by my side, 
Even if it sounds too selfish, I confide. 

Verse;3:
 
When you wrote you’d fly away, 
That day I was on a train, far away.
I knew it since you first had said, 
Back in early June, it filled my head. 

I knew, but still it hurt so bad, 
The shift ended on the very same day, 
I let it out, my pent;up pain, 
Screaming songs, the heaviest refrain. 

I thought it’d help, but it made it worse, 
I stayed awake all day, no purpose, of course. 
I only hurt myself, it’s clear, 
No aim at all — I’m lost right here. 

Chorus:
 
I don’t want to eat, I don’t want to sleep, 
I just don’t want to exist, it’s deep. 
Not while you’re not here by my side, 
Even if it sounds too selfish, I confide. 

Bridge:
 
I feel so bad without you, it’s true, 
Ahead so many days off, but they’re blue. 
I got home, but I don’t want a thing to do. 

I won’t get drunk while you’re away, 
It’s pointless — I’d sink, I’d stay 
Deep in my thoughts, it’s no escape. 

I can’t play Left;4;Dead, it’s plain, 
It’d only remind me again, again 
Of happy times we had, so clear, 
I miss you so much — you just left here. 
You’re my everything, though I might mean nothing near… 

Chorus:
 
I don’t want to eat, I don’t want to sleep, 
I just don’t want to exist, it’s deep. 
Not while you’re not here by my side, 
Even if it sounds too selfish, I confide. 

Outro:
 
When you’re gone, I feel so alone, 
Don’t know what to do, I’m on my own. 
The world’s in grey, no colours show,
Like shadows dancing, moving slow.
I miss you so much, it cuts like a stone, 
You’re my everything, though I might mean nothing near, I own...