Yesterday

I walked outside that night
another date
I found you on the backyard where you used to stand
I knew you'd save the letter I left on your fireplace
but I guess you might forget it burning right there

oh there’s  my tangerine lips and your wide brown eyes
the passenger side and forth of July
and all of my cards fall down  like your perfect hair
and I'll forbid myself to think of it after all these years

and I know you moved on and I'm not bothering you anymore
And It seems like I'm fine but I'm not fine at all

I was driving to you through the busy lanes of Joliet
I cursed the traffic lights cause you complained when I was late
your raincoat and my hat
I recall it like was it was yesterday

pictures in the frames she helps her mother in the kitchen
she was a little Ballet dancer 3 years old painting pictures
your sisters showing your awards from the middle school
you're making your face and I'm laughing like a fool

 and we were dancing under streetlight when you took me by surprise and kissed my hands
said you would never understand
why all the guys I used to date with took me for granted
and pushed my love away
what's inside their heads?

you turned away and pursed your lips
you do it every time when I'm the one to blame you never change you're still the same
said drop me off I'll take the train I wish you'd stop me just to kiss
but all I knew was shame
with your ego and your fame

and I thought you needed time to overthink the bitter truth
and you made me wait enough so I could paint my pages blue

so I see you there again in the hazy street at night
crying on the balcony with the bottle of the wine
your raincoat and your face
I recall it like yesterday

and i go back there again till the door was slammed
screaming Don't you exaggerate? It was just a good old friend
i don’t know and i/m scared cause i recall it like yesterday

now it’s strange to think of your updates
i’m scared to see she hold your hands
you’ll give her that familiar glance  i caught when it was first slow dance
bleeding red in my bed
i recall it like yesterday


and now you say wont you come over and i echo please come home
did i lose my last sanity just to be the last to know
i just fade away till you finally call me up
and i’m recalling  it so so so


it was too good to be true
the tale you put me through
now its a bane
since you have walked away

you say I have to get used to the fact that
the truth is always equals pain
so you don’t want to stay

don’t you really have the type but why she
has the same long nose and slender lips like mine
you used to kiss that time

when summer with you was aglow
why did you have to turn the flashlights off
to vanish in the night

the night i dreamed about before september came
my birthday that you spoiled with your unhappy face
and all I thought about was what if I just
did anything wrong
but my mom said he don’t  deserve
the saddest of my songs

life goes by it’s like i’m  watching old tv shows
wish i could be one the actors
but my hearts laying it’s low
after loud crowded parties its just half empty bar
and i’m holding my phone as if it’s you arms


Do you get a little sad when you think of that summer dates
'Cause we were bigger than the sky and you all I ever had
You won’t go back for it
But I recall it like yesterday

But you ride right to my apartments in the dead of night
Hiding in the garage to find out who of us is right
In the trees when we kiss
I recall it like yesterday
Dust on my skin, crystallin
I recall it so
Running free to begin
To recall it all so
So you leave all of me

to recall it all like yesterday

i should have known you’re just a man of words, had me like award
just to show off you forgot we aint on the stage
but when you pulled me close to steal my swords
i just hope that something soon enough would make you change
and is that summer too was way too cruel
tell me secretly if I was just a fool
cause what am I now afterwards
wondering if you hear my words
as you’re fading in the haze
I recall it like yesterday

tell me secretly if I was just a fool
kitchen light I was drunk it was dark
fairy night I was high it was dark
summer lies and midnight for a drive
screeching tires it was dark you were high
reasons why you were wrong I was right
holding tight breathing in breathing out
lips are chapped leave my house  leave the town
I was high tell me secretly
was it fine kitchen lights and the dark
sneaking out in the mid of the nightrunning up to the fairy light
tell me secretly if you still
recall us on the porch in the lights
summer lies we were kissing goodnight
reasons why you were drunk I was high
tell me secretly if