A Letter to a sadist

I choose my life — without you!
(A letter to a sadist)

[Verse 1]
Was my humiliation worthy in your eyes?
Was it sufficiently vile and base?
But I feel nothing now — no pain, no cries —
My contempt has vanished without a trace.

You keep calling, texting — how long will it last?
You measured my skin by your ruthless call.
Your new tricks won't work — they're all in the past,
Everything's hardened — not worth recall.

[Chorus]
Nothing can change what is written for us —
Not pride, not love, not temptation's fire.
Why waste our lives on this torment and fuss?
No more promises, no need to aspire.

I won't go blindly behind you anymore,
Away with the dreams that drugged my mind!
I choose my life — without you! That's for sure.
And providence has nothing to do with it, I find.

[Verse 2]
I'm already living a life that is full,
All your sadistic attempts are in vain.
Your twisted thoughts are to me strange and dull —
Your gifts to the trash, your letters burnt in flame.

Have pity on yourself — I pity you too.
You'll humble the worthy — oh, that you can do —
When you finally grasp I'm no longer ill —
I'm still waiting when you'll learn to love me still

[Chorus]
Nothing can change what is written for us —
Not pride, not love, not temptation's fire.
Why waste our lives on this torment and fuss?
No more promises, no need to aspire.

I won't go blindly behind you anymore,
Away with the dreams that drugged my mind!
I choose my life — without you! That's for sure.
And providence has nothing to do with it, I find.

[Verse 3]
While your ego hasn't yet done you dirty,
You've poisoned my soul — that was your game.
Forget your pampered pride, so flirty —
Bow down! I'm no longer afraid of shame.

Just ask for forgiveness — you'll find your peace,
You'll get your desired humiliation of me.
I'll tell you to fuck off with a steady hand —
Will that be the highest pleasure you understand?

[Chorus]
Nothing can change what is written for us —
Not pride, not love, not temptation's fire.
Why waste our lives on this torment and fuss?
No more promises, no need to aspire.

I won't go blindly behind you anymore,
Away with the dreams that drugged my mind!
I choose my life — without you! That's for sure.
And providence has nothing to do with it, I find.

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18.06.2026.   07:12.