Can t Sleep

I wonder why my mind
Talks so very loud
All the time I try to
Simply fall asleep?..

I guess when I lay down
The memories spill out of
My head aflat from now on
And flood the soul with feelings

I swim in them for hours
I live my past and hardly
Can leave them rest in heartrobe
Can't take them off, can't sleep…


I cannot sleep, I cannot sleep, I cannot...

Thinking things,
Remembering films,
Imagining dreams...

The days that I lived
They come to my mind
Week by week
Month by month…
I'm so very weak
To leave them out
I'm taking them in
And listening for hours

To their long stories
And wait till it's over…
My guests they are worthy
But the next day at morning
I might stand up for work so
I glance at the door but
I can't make them stop I'll
Forever adore them

Even though their stories
Make me often feel sorry
Make my all cheeks blush rosy
Make my soul shudder sorrowfuly…

But I hold on to that memories
As to photos of best friends lost
And hope to greet again
My moments in bigger Land