Always such a fool song

The life is still going
Like the river is rolling.
But there is war in me
And it will always be:
Life and death
Love and loneliness...

The sun's touching the treetops
Like mother pets her kids,
My hair is raffed by breeze,
Life is hard, but it is how it is tho.
There are some light moments
Rare like sun in Saint Petersburg,
But they are all a wanna
And they're mostly connected to you.

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I just can't ruin you,
Even if I wanted to,
This is what I can't do!
I understand that you just play with me,
And I could never ever be
Anything more than that,
Or I've just messed up with my head...
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When I was a kid
I saw my mother,
I thought that pain would bother
Me more than her
Because it will hurt, it will bleed.

I thought that I'd fight back
If anyone left me broken,
But my pain was never even spoken,
I was scared of being stabbed in the back,
Terrified of being treated so cruel.
Oh I was always such a fool!
Always such a fool...

––––––––
I just can't ruin you,
Even if I wanted to,
This is what I can't do!
I understand that you just play with me,
And I could never ever be
Anything more than that,
Or I've just messed up with my head...
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Maybe it's not even your fault,
You're not ready for anything serious.
But I love you despite it all
Even if it's delirious...
Happiness in addictance
It comes and it goes,
It not beautiful pictures,
It's what nobody shows!

But maybe that is me who should
Stop being serious and
Laugh with you and enjoy that I could
Do that...
Oh, I want you to want me so bad,
That you could've mess with your head,
That I could've been your guide,
Cause you've often been mine,
But not mine as a soul,
That's unreachable goal.

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I just can't ruin you,
Even if I wanted to,
This is what I can't do!
I understand that you just play with me,
And I could never ever be
Anything more than that,
Or I've just messed up with my head...
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I love every minute with you,
But, baby, do you love your fool?!
Baby, do you love your fool?!
Would you lay with me until
I could finally sleep in peace?!
Would you kiss me even if
It was already hard to breathe?!

Would you be so embarrassed of me
Like I already hate myself?!
Would you kiss me first? Where would it be?
Would you do it yourself?!
I am so serious mow!
Please tell would you and how?!
Would you miss me if I were dead?!
Would you mess with your head
For me,
Baby?!
Would you,
Baby?!
For your fool,
Baby...

Муза М.

12.05.2026