Live Fall

I read in books that happiness exists
Imagined how it's meant to feel
Built it from different shades
From drops of rain, from the scent of grass
But was it real?
Was it ever mine
Before I met you

Did I live?
Did I know?
I dreamed
I lost
I hit the bottom
With you   With you  With you

And right now
We're just falling down and down
As a stream of particles, or as a wave
We will fall
Day by day
Live for today!
For tomorrow we die!
And tomorrow we die
We die
With you… with you… with you

Like an avalanche from the cliff,
Like a stone from the sky
Two broken processes
Spread your wing -
We will disappear
No wine can save us now
It tastes like gutter-water
Jesus, apparently, decided
That this tart flavour
Is not meant for us
Spread your wing -
Your final pulse

And right now
We're just falling down and down
As a stream of particles, or as a wave
We will fall
Live for today!
For tomorrow we die

Did I live?
Did I know?
I dreamed
I lost
I hit the bottom
With you   With you  With you