A total nothingness

As I drift through the fog of rebellious mind,
As I thread through the realms of my heart,
I cannot find the strengths to revive my insides,
I cannot tell the end from the start.
In the dark, in the light of repetitive days
I am husk with the nothingless eyes,
With the mask which  you see on the people, who died,
Whos souls float in the sins of the tries
To escape from the world, where reality lies,
Where they met with the coldness and wrongs,
Where they treated as mindless, someone to despise,
Someone making the cracks in their world.
For hours, for days in the kingdom of loss
I am seem to adrift, to be gone
Where the nothingness rests, there's no reason or cause -
Only moul of the feelings alone.
Thresh the hide from my soul, strip the shell from my heart
And you'll see that there's nothing to see -
Someone've been here before, someone opened the door,
Stole the treasure and left me to be.
Go ahead, take what left, take this nothing with you
If you whish just to rob me of that.
I'll be glad, that I'm dead, be releved from the threat.
From the nothing to nothing again I withdrew...