You were never meant for me

I was never meant to be your sister,
Never meant to be just a friend,
Let them talk, let them twist it how they want to,
I won’t bend, no, I won’t pretend.
I got tired waiting at your doorway,
Waiting, waiting in the cold,
If I’m leaving — let them judge me,
I won’t do what I’ve been told.


Nothing matters now,
Even starlight fades somehow…
There were tickets to my world once,
Now they’re gone — we’re fading out…


I let go — I’m not holding on,
Not alone in your storm, I’m gone,
Hands up high — I release the pain,
Let it fall like rain.
I break free — cutting through,
Every chain  tied to you,
Hands in the air — now I finally see…
You were never meant for me.


Like a ship disappearing on the horizon,
You were gone beyond my line,
All those years I stood there hoping,
Slowly drowning in my mind.
Like a pendulum I kept on moving,
Back and forth, no place to stay,
I was waiting, I was waiting for the rainfall…
But it never came my way.


All my tears turned to an ocean wide,
No answers in the tide…
All my questions drifting endlessly,
Nowhere left to hide…


I let go — I’m not holding on,
Not alone in your storm, I’m gone,
Hands up high — I release the pain,
Let it fall like rain.
I break free— cutting through,
Every chain tied to you,
Hands in the air — now I finally see…
You were never meant for me.


I was standing on the shoreline,
Watching you fade away… fade away…
Now I turn into the silence,
I don’t need you to stay… to stay…

I let go — this is who I am,
Empty hands, open heart — here I stand,
Hands up high — I reclaim my soul,
I’m in control.
I break free — I’m done with you,
Every dream wasn’t true,
Hands in the air — I set me free…
You were never meant for me…