What does Ingeld have in common with Christ?
truth echoes with danger – a perilous sight.
Behind the stage curtain, no interval’s grace –
we don’t hear what sleeps beneath Leningrad’s face.
In asphalt, in Neva, a sunken word sings
a harsh song of living, of vanishing things.
A door slam like Faun’s tears the window apart –
lives and fates crash together, and done is the start.
Thin crunch like mid;April on ice that still lies,
squeals, clangs – in Archimedes’ hand the past lies.
Star;leaves and a glade of grief, bitter and deep,
sunlight we’ve never seen – a secret to keep.
A poisoned heart breathes not, the plague keeps it numb;
a city rimmed with shame is deaf and is dumb.
Only a murky mystery stirs in the night,
calling me, luring me to its last trace of light.
The tracks cool down – hearts, murderers, all fade away –
Beowulf’s lost in a bitter cold day.
I’m not Judith – I won’t be your saviour, not me –
just a poet, blessed by Orpheus on his spree.
Not Prometheus chained me for godless disgrace,
nor in Bethlehem I’ll raise generals in place.
Holofernes’ killer? No strength in my hand –
just a lyre tuned to one string, at my command.
No hundred;and;five years in the Anglo;Saxon zone,
no poem named after me, not a single one known.
A handful of alliterations bites like a wing –
the kenning won’t fire from the pen, not a thing.
The whale;road in Archimedes’ hand is held tight –
a dotted;line syllable: how the planet is right.
And the question that stays on the lips, never gone:
“What does Ingeld have in common with Christ?” – from dusk to dawn.
Not from a manuscript, not from a Germanic song –
I’m born of an Indian fire, reckless and strong.
Junius Codex, Vercelli Book – side by side they gleam,
opened anew in the quiet of Italy’s dream.
I’m no Caedmon, no Hrothgar to sing you a lay,
no peaceful feast;light thrown to eternity’s sway.
My voice is too broken – it won’t rise as a hymn –
I dissolve in the world where all words grow dim.
Not the Ruthwell Cross will tell you the height,
not the Gospel’s garden unveil the true light.
Only a shimmer, a sound on the pavement’s grey line,
in the windows of high;rises – a sound at the finish;line.
I’m no Drachmal who fashions our worlds out of nought –
just a helper, a small “god” who can’t do what he ought.
The Franks Casket won’t know me, won’t carve my disguise,
and Weland’s lock;slam no longer collects or replies.
But I’m not fed to the fierce she;wolf, not Remus’s kin –
the Finnsburg fight in the capital? I don’t feel it within.
In poetry wisdom gets tangled like serpents of stone
with Saxon;girl tongues – and I leave it alone.
Leave gnomic verse to those poets who only sell air –
not truth, not clarity – just a light poison to wear,
a fine carat of mass culture, glittering and cheap.
I won’t teach you – no “external gnomes” I keep.
For me a whale is a mammal, a creature of word –
not devil, not ocean’s temptation, absurd.
Just the making of worlds in the trays and the slums –
no ;sir chase me where the precipice drums.
No spirit;embraces, no Deor’s pardon for wrong,
no Viking invasion – I’ve not seen it for long.
Only new scandals bred in the real, in the fake –
“Isle of the Dead” in my nights makes my every nerve ache.
It’s ready to bind me to life’s endless thread –
desert distances blur what’s ahead.
I walk blind and weary, ready for sleep,
while the only thing left is a question so deep:
“What does Jesus have in common with Ingeld –
at the end of all ages, when time has been quelled?”
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