homecoming fool

am I really mad?
told myself it’s a dangerous game
but called you up once again
so you came here again

have taken my best dress
it seems it’ll feel better with wine
stilletoes high and so am I what if I lie to me
just so you could call me the best

and im scared to think about the
consequences that im gonna face
I used to dream about this moment
but do I want it like this?

could you stay with me baby
lay your head on my hands you broke
fireplace for the fleeting smoke
its wrong but I’ll stay the rogue

If he lies beside
does that make me the villain too?
heaven tastes a little bit cruel
when the mirage comes true

you betray the vows
what stops you from betraying me?
What kind of man comes back to me with someone else's ring?
but you're here

but You kiss me like a guilty secret
and then you love me like a sin
the scarlet ghost hang in the doorway
oh when touch my skin

But im standing here baby
Crying under the wedding hall
Should have left you there on your own
But i'm just homecoming fool

it might feel like a triumph
too tangled up just  to  drive off
the thrill and shame I’m caught between
see i lose my peace

It was rare it was something great
in your face as the sunlight fades
loving you and speak the truth it's not the same
you even said it yourself

nothing good starts at summertime
curse you out in the middle of town
but i'd come back to be around
why you're still stay around

So im telling you baby
Should have taken my high heels off
Should have let all the bias go
I'm just homecoming fool

Tell me you were just playing
You were trying to make a show
Come back you’ll never watch me go
Always be your homecoming fool

So im standing here baby
On the street under streetlight glow
Only God knows how much it hurts
To be the homecoming fool

So im crying here baby
God knows I tried to let you go
it was bad call it was last straw


And i'm hiding here baby
In the corner of my room
Every inch is about you
Good to know I’m homecoming fool