So time long. Every since i loved you

Your ellipses at the end of the line...
The ghosts of words you've left unsaid for years.
They tiptoed softly out of your love and mine,
And neither you nor I was ready for these feels.

Don't you lie to yourself, you are real and you're living,
There's a heart in your chest and it's still beating now.
It can handle the trust, it can handle the giving,
Even if you forbid every feeling somehow.
So you stop all the music to keep from remembering
The soundtrack to nearly six years of my life,
With some breaks for the others... but I'm not pretending.
I still love you, my she-wolf, you cut like a knife.
So time long. Every since i loved you.

To give you my heart, and my soul, and my thoughts,
To a green-eyed abyss, with no bottom in sight...
It was the peak of the love that your memory brought,
And the cruelest self-destruction, devoid of all light.

Don't you lie to yourself, you are real and you're living,
There's a heart in your chest and it's still beating now.
It can handle the trust, it can handle the giving,
Even if you forbid every feeling somehow.
So you stop all the music to keep from remembering
The soundtrack to nearly six years of my life,
With some breaks for the others... but I'm not pretending.
I still love you, my she-wolf, you cut like a knife.
So time long. Every since i loved you.
So time long. Every since i loved you.

And I have this persistent, unwavering feeling,
That it's all over now... but I wait at the door.
'Cause a big part of me is still hoping and kneeling,
That we'll be together again, like we were before.

I just want to hold you tonight...
Forever.
So time long. Every since i loved you.