I m waiting for you all the time

Habit is stronger than us,
What can we do with this habit?
How I miss you,
Those phrases I usually hear.
I miss you so much,
We were inseparable.
But now winter has come.
And I'm alone forever.
How hard it is to wait for you.
How my soul cries and suffers,
How hard it is to suffer.
The soul doesn't want to suffer.
I'm constantly waiting for you,
And outside it's winter.
I'm constantly waiting for you,
Our spring is over.
At night I beg, I implore you,
Come back to your home, as usual.
I conjure you at night,
And simply ask you during the day.
I'm constantly waiting for you,
Trying to deceive myself.
It's very difficult to deceive myself,
How can I bring you back?
Of course, I wish you happiness,
Why do you need someone else's home?
And it doesn't matter at all,
After all, we're not together anymore.
I want you to be loved,
I want you to be pitied.
Life can't be painted.
Life paints everything itself.
How I wish you happiness,
How I loved you.
You're near and there's happiness in the house,
When you're not here, it's winter here.
Winter and cruel blizzards
In my soul, in my head.
How I want to see you,
My happiness is in you.
I wish you happiness,
How hard it is to understand.
That I'm in bad weather,
I can't see you again.
And I'm teaching myself,
That's how I just have to live.
And I'm teaching myself,
I must love silently.