Not a Girl for you

My soul is recharging right now, I have forgiven you, but sometimes I curse you, looking up to the sky! 
You wanted me like a gift, I gave myself to you, but time passed! And for you, I simply became an invisible girl. You didn’t even notice that I was ready to surrender like a slave to you! Only that you wouldn’t take me off your heart. How could I think so humiliatingly of myself!

I am with my friends in a nightclub, we all watch you dance, and how you throw a predatory glance at us. As if we were your prey! I smiled then, I’m not like that, and I don’t care about your desire! I thought to myself back then.

My soul is recharging right now, I have forgiven you, but sometimes I curse you, looking up to the sky! 
You wanted me like a gift, I gave myself to you, but time passed! And for you, I simply became an invisible girl. You didn’t even notice that I was ready to surrender like a slave to you! Only that you wouldn’t take me off your heart. How could I think so humiliatingly of myself!

My friends looked at me with jealousy because you showed more desire for me! But I, of course, told myself: no, you didn’t conquer me.

My soul is recharging right now, I have forgiven you, but sometimes I curse you, looking up to the sky! 
You wanted me like a gift, I gave myself to you, but time passed! And for you, I simply became an invisible girl. You didn’t even notice that I was ready to surrender like a slave to you! Only that you wouldn’t take me off your heart. How could I think so humiliatingly of myself!

I didn’t even notice how I fell into your treacherous arms, and my lips traitorously met yours. I forgot to say "no"!

My soul is recharging right now, I have forgiven you, but sometimes I curse you, looking up to the sky! 
You wanted me like a gift, I gave myself to you, but time passed! And for you, I simply became an invisible girl. You didn’t even notice that I was ready to surrender like a slave to you! Only that you wouldn’t take me off your heart. How could I think so humiliatingly of myself!

My soul is recharging right now, I have forgiven you, but sometimes I curse you, looking up to the sky! 
You wanted me like a gift, I gave myself to you, but time passed! And for you, I simply became an invisible girl. You didn’t even notice that I was ready to surrender like a slave to you! Only that you wouldn’t take me off your heart. How could I think so humiliatingly of myself!

That’s how you left that evening with my number, but it turned out, you also took my soul like the devil. I don’t even understand how I woke up in bed after that first night with you! That’s when my heart let me know that I didn’t expect to feel this way about you myself. Then we started living together!

My soul is recharging right now, I have forgiven you, but sometimes I curse you, looking up to the sky! 
You wanted me like a gift, I gave myself to you, but time passed! And for you, I simply became an invisible girl. You didn’t even notice that I was ready to surrender like a slave to you! Only that you wouldn’t take me off your heart. How could I think so humiliatingly of myself!

But the fairy tale ended, and your nature as a womanizer showed, and I fell into an abyss of torment then. The betrayals came from you!

My soul is recharging right now, I have forgiven you, but sometimes I curse you, looking up to the sky! 
You wanted me like a gift, I gave myself to you, but time passed! And for you, I simply became an invisible girl. You didn’t even notice that I was ready to surrender like a slave to you! Only that you wouldn’t take me off your heart. How could I think so humiliatingly of myself!