Silence

I'm tired from silence,
But nothing to say...
Around is violence
And Death wanna play.

I'm going to darkness,
All stakes are so high...
And only this silence
Hides answers behind.

Why?
Why am I cannot fly?
Why am I cannot die?
Just to embrace this silence...

Why?
Why am I left behind?
Even if tried so hard,
Just to avoid the violence...

I'm locked in my mind.
My heart burning bright.
And only this silence
Protects the last light.

And world so blind
To tears laid behind
My bitter fake smile,
Then I want to cry.

Why?
My love refused to die,
Even in afterlife
Crying with me in silence...

Why?
Why this eternal fight
Between the dark and light
Turned me embrace the violence?

You.
I'm calling you, I'm telling you,
But,
You'll never listen me...

Few
Remains to save and no escape,
But,
No one will never see...

Why?
Why am I cannot fly?
Why am I cannot die?
Just to embrace this silence...

Why?
Why am I lost in time?
Why am I forced survive
Pushing that silent violence?

And then the tables would be turned,
And then all hope will doomed and burned,
Then maybe, I
Will see the new dawn...

And ashes flying in the skies,
Will take me to my final flight,
Then maybe, I
Would never be alone...