Stains

These stains don't wash away
No matter what I do today, yeah

Red on my hands won't fade, been scrubbin' for days
Can't look in the mirror, man, my mind's in a haze
Runnin' through alleys but there's nowhere to go
Every night I hear screams, yeah, they just won't let go
My bros keep fallin', I keep pickin' up pieces
Tryna put 'em back together but the pain never ceases
They said it was worth it, but I'm startin' to doubt
Every trigger I pulled just brought more blood out
Can't sleep at night 'cause the memories stay
Hands keep shakin', yeah, they shake every day

These stains don't wash away (wash away)
No matter what I do today (do today)
Got soap and water but they stay (but they stay)
These marks won't ever fade away (fade away)

F*ck what they told us 'bout glory and pride
Now half my squad's gone and the other half died
Ain't nothing worthy 'bout watching friends fall
While I'm standing here breathin', survived it all
My hands keep moving but my soul stays frozen
Path that I walked on wasn't really chosen
Bang bang every day till my mind went numb
Now I'm trapped in this loop and I can't overcome

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be clean
If these hands will ever feel like they belong to me
Was it worth the cost? Was it worth the pain?
'Cause every time it rains, I still see the stains

These stains don't wash away (wash away)
No matter what I do today (do today)
Got soap and water but they stay (but they stay)
These marks won't ever fade away (fade away)

Red on my hands won't fade
Been scrubbin' for days and days
(These stains, these stains)
(Won't wash away)