I think that I can t be a villain
Can't force myself to leave and hurt
You. I know, it's needed, but it's thrilling,
That's the tormenting I deserve.
I need to stop restraining myself, I know,
I'll explode and I'll push you away,
But it would be easier than stay,
It would be easier than show
How much I need you,
How much it It touches me,
Your attitude towards me,
Sometimes I think, I'll leave you,
But I stay and think and hope
That it will get better someday,
But it's getting worse, like a rope
Squeezing the neck. Anyway
I'm too tired to pay my attention
To your life, to the same events,
That you sometimes forget to mention,
But I can guess, I hope, it helps.
I think that I can't be the villain,
At least with you, I'm too tired to say,
What worries me now, what is feeling
Like an endless mistake, oh, how I want to be away...
Muse M.
11.02.2026
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