My Song

i'm tired from pain, so leasten free
i try to say: you can rely on me
i'm used to killing, it's my usual job
but i want trust and i want to hope

it's very simple, nothing to explain
my life is torture, i'm used to pain
i'm ready fight, i am walk alone
but i hear: "i want back to home"

it's not excusion, i am higher it
this  pitiful world lay under feet
I know how blood and time are flow
i want to  back with you right now

*** for someone who love deep version ***

I’m weary from the weight of pain,
Yet still, I seek to break these chains,
“Trust in me,” I whisper, hearts aflame,
In shadows, I’ve learned to wield my name.

It’s a dance with darkness, a cruel art,
To slay my doubts while guarding my heart.
I crave the warmth of hope’s embrace,
In this simple truth, we find our space.

Life’s a torment, a relentless tide,
Yet I rise, unyielding, with fire inside.
Though I wander these paths all alone,
A voice calls softly, “Take me home.”

No mere excuse, I’ve risen above,
In this pitiful world, it’s you I love.
I know how time and blood intertwine,
I long to hold you, make you mine.

So let the flames of desire ignite,
As I reach for you, my guiding light.