Don t live honestly, people - Not ever!

In the very morning
Tired not to sleep ...
Not to sleep not to drink not to work ...
Sit by the black window
And chew ...
Chew your past ...
Already not the first
And not the tenth -
The road of life is seen ...
And there is a favorite -
Favorite guys -
All the birth ...
From the side
Decades
Behind the glass cap ...
Well seen mistakes
And this
And that ...
Self-gnawing
I'm digging mine-hauls
Tunnels
Back and forth ...
I'm looking for something in time
You won't believe it !
... yes, I'm looking for ... myself ...
The black window
Behind the icy glass -
Soon my black will be
Forever my home ...
- Why do I need my black in black ?
- I'm looking for a bright firefly ...
- I've done it more than once
- With my chest
- I've covered the machine guns
- So that the infantry stays alive ...
... yes, but ...
- And in your personal file
- No, no reference, no call ?
- Are you lying ?
... yes, but ...
- Don't live honestly, people
- Not ever !