If I had a world of my own...

   If I had a world of my own, everything would be for sense.

There would be tricky spaces flowing beneath the floors,
Guardian spirits behind the doors watching for our steps,
There would be sanctuary, as sane as we are,
And absolutely faithful.

Guiding stars that we have been protecting since nascence
Would shine without resistance,
And their warmth would touch and hug our deep-frozen souls
Thriving and ;expanding with wonders and abysses.

The Universe's tiny twins,
How mysterial their existence is! How magical we are,
Temporarily breathing with material lungs for material heart,
Going through our lives, while leading balloon house high under the stars,
Deep within the oceans, sacred living forests, foggy morasses and dreams...

That's why I wish you would find my traces
In faraway paths of the future, neither desolate nor empty, but unborn.
I have a world of my own, and so do you.
Oracular fathomless miracle watches me through your eyes
And satellites circle swiftly around lighting pupils...

        So where are you?

                Where are your palms that hold the world?

  Do I already hear those shimmering vibrations of your orbits?

            You, Entity and wild thing,

       The system with no words
                But overflowing with eternal music,

                Where are you, Darkling
                Hope?

  Do I already see your glimmer and desires?

                Why do I know you love this song so much?..

    I feel non sensus turning into sense.

                So is it real?
                So am I



• Morova poGreshnost' •

28.12.2025