Always

Always
What does that word mean
Puts intentions in a string
Of never ending story
That
Keeps going down so grim

Count
Every time of hurting
All the things went straight to nothing
Killing
Searching
For a way
To end this horrible dismay

I say
I'll always protect you
Be with you
Shield you
I don't care what happens
For I'll be there to prevent it
Love you
With my very essence
I can't breathe
Without you near
Ah don't be afraid
My sunshine
I see through your neat veneer

Nothing
What does that word mean
I love it, you're scared by it
I don't understand
Really
Oblivion gets you free

Stop,
Runaway from trauma
Hurting yourself in denial
Primal
Dire
Fear of death
Breaking existence to save self

You say
I'll always live through it
No matter what
Return
I don't care who I'll have to use
For I live in my own truth
Stronger
Than all of the others
I will thrive
As their lives wane
Essence shouldn't
Get unstable
Help me, Essie, once again

Everything leads down same path, it lets us in to share unified dream

We say
Nobody will stop us
Get ahead
To the light
We will be together through the darkest of all times
Now
Determination's shining
Future opened
Metal gates
Happiness in blue horizon
But one in heart still misses death