Not justice

All is so dark in empty frozen space
It hurts too much, why can't it be over
Why can't it stop, the pain is all I feel
Just let me die, why can't you leave me be?

It's so maddening, in all decades of sheer horrors
Still revel in it, no I won't be ever sorry
Want me dead yet still ripping here my shattered being
Addicted to it, cheering on pain, what's the meaning

I just want to die!!
Not wake up after another
Death so raw and dire
Not to see peeled walls of this hell

Curled up alone in disused bloody room
In never ending cycle of the doom
My pain is merely profit and a show
For all the sadists yelling they want more

I can't take it now, don't remember second of peace
Are you happy fraud, say how are you better than me
Sitting there watching all raw torture scenes with popcorn
World is so insane, monsters would call me a monster

I just want to die!!
Just how long I'll have to suffer
Till you're satisfied
All keep screaming at my crying

'SHE'S TO BLAME, SHE'S SO DISGUSTING'
'PIERCE HER BLEEDING, BURN HER ALIVE'
'WANT HER DIE, BUT STILL WON'T LET HER'
'WANT CONTROL AND NOT MAKE IT FAIR'

I want to die, I want to die, leave me alone, I get I'm bad
This nightmare goes too much awry, why can't I die, just make it end