Wherever

Wherever, here is my home.
Sitting alone, so dark and so cold.
Here I am, is it over...
No more death rounds, nothing more here.
Tears, or is it just blood, I can't tell no more, I feel I'm breaking.
Quiet, no noise or they'll come, I guess that I'm done, but there's no exit.

Everything's been ended there, what's the point of keeping feelings.
I'd kept promise, now don't care, hurt me, bitch, for all existence!
Peace, oblivion, I forget, there's just pain but I can manage.
If you want to play, let's play, go uphill in causing damage!
Hate, sadistic bitch, cry more, I'm still strong, and you're still worthless.
Think I'm hurt, think I'm alone, I had love while you had nothing.
Lousy parents that forgot of you ever being their daughter,
All of them now dead, you're too, just like me you will be hurt here!

Here I am, here in the hell,
Shut out by dark, but having prepared.
Here I am, holding the rod,
Fighting again all the horrors.
Monsters, go come at me, I'm here, I won't flee, just come and end it!
Ah, you came to be killed, shame this time I'm not eliminated!

Flare up with your puny hate, wanted game, okay, we're playing!
Show me what you have in there, hurt me, kill me, filthy carrion!
Darkening consuming soul, what a masterpiece of nature.
Shifting space in realm beyond, such a dire and nice creation.
Hurt yourself with hating me, watch me smile, you have no power.
Think back more, go on, relive moments of yourselfie dying.
It's your parents started that, if you're mad, feel free to hate them,
They hurt sunshine, so y'all paid, no hard feelings, little bastard.

My sunshine you'll be okay out there...
I'll be just fine knowing you live happily.
Please dear, forget about me, be well.
Hell or not, all I need is you far from here.

Apathy came to be peace, I don't feel no pain, I'm free now.
Even here I've found my bliss, I'd saved sunshine, my first meaning.
Vitae won't course for long, nightmares'll end, till then I'm out.
Tired of fighting, tired of thoughts, I just want to sleep for hours,
Years and decades as I'm here, seeing my sunshine's smiling sweetly,
Perfect moments of our days, moments that'd passed by so fleetly...

I'm responsible for harm even of the loved ones of mine.
So I'll stay forever down, wish we'll meet in other timeline...