Anguish of the first

Alone in dark I stand, singing quiet song.
I don't understand, why it had to go so wrong..
Knife in hand, she smiles, spiraling further down,
Taking guiltless lives, having lost her mind.

Daddy can you hear me now..
Music will not calm me down.
What had happened to my friend..
My death wasn't her intent.
Somewhere far behind facade
I know she remembers light,
I don't want her to be hurt.
I just want it all to stop..

Hurt fractured little frames, their misery remains
Behind old peeling walls of stained by bloodshed place.
Forever lost within forgotten in-between,
A cold and scary realm, a never ending dream.
The world of happy smiles I can still recollect,
Where has it gone, and why all memories have to fade..
Smiles turn to falling tears, it hurts so much to watch
Everyone die and change, and gradually losing touch
With clarity of mind, as darkening takes hold
Of what remained of life, corrupted to the core.
Ah why it has to be so cruel and unfair..
This once heartwarming place has turned to bloody lair.

Daddy can you hear me now..
I try to help, but fail each time..
My friend hates herself within.
Now she's found new light in him,
Always wanting to protect
Even from loved ones she'd slayed..
Trauma leads them somewhere dark
And makes only more traumatized..

Echoes of the harmed haunt the halls of naught.
Silenced anguished cries will remain unheard.
Knife in hand, he smiles, following her steps,
Thinking of sublime, deep inside afraid.
Losing everything, clinging to the prayer –
End justifies the means, death's not beyond repair..
Scared to lose more, to die, puts on a cold facade
As she is there to guide him deeper chosen path.

My friend I knew is gone, but I will never stop
Of trying to reach out and maybe she'll return..
And maybe harm will end, and no one'll die no more.
I wish peace for my friend, and peace for everyone..