Breaking

Where I'm to be going,
Standing on the edge
In the world so hollow,
Fueled by scorching rage..
I'm not weak, I'll make it.
I will take what's mine.
I will rise forever,
There's no borderline.
I should be the strongest,
I should gain success.
No one'll ever wrong me,
Nevermind the stakes.
I won't be looked down on,
I will be up high.
They'll regret their actions
Seeing my perfect life.
But where's my contentment,
Why it doesn't change..
There's still just resentment.
Just these empty shells,
Those I call now close ones
Feel no more than waste
I cannot rely on,
Cannot even face.
With the things unfolding
Triggering my pain,
There's no overcoming.
Where's life I should gain?
That's not what I wanted.
That is not enough.
Years for I've been working
Night by night so hard,
For my aches, my efforts
I deserve much more
Than that filthy bastard
Who'd put on a show
Being so right and holy,
Feign a front so fast,
Born with silver spoon in
His ingenious mouth!
Where I'm to be going..
I don't think I can
Keep myself from falling
Down the Neverland.