From Ice to Crystal

I look at myself,
And see total despair in my own eyes.
How far could I have gone?
To the very edge of the abyss, lost in confusion!
Tears rolled down my cheeks,
Turning into ice, causing a searing pain!
Sometimes you fall so low in your own sight...
That there’s no strength to stand and walk.
I’ve been wrong about myself and others so often,
That nothing can surprise me now,
Even if I stumble again!
Such is life... Perhaps, this is my path...
To know it all...
But even in this pain that became a part of me,
I found the answers deep within my soul,
And I realized... if I feel the pain,
It means I am still alive.
There is a reason... to stand up and go...
....Forward.... Forward...
They are like the deepest blue.
Tears of crystal flow from them
From pure happiness...
Our little one walks with a smile,
Bringing so much warmth into this world,
Like multifaceted crystal.
And in this light that your gaze gives me,
The fear of past mistakes fades away.
I don’t seek fame — it is fragile,
I value the recognition of a living truth.
For life is not a fall, but a flight,
When you find wings in another’s warmth.
And every blow of fate is just a carving,
Turning tears into eternal crystal.