Dehydration

There was a single moment
That ruined my whole life,
Without a sign, or warning,
World took you to the high.
My second part, my darling,
Your smile has kept me warm.
Who dared to cut your lifetime?
How could you go alone...
My inner self was breaking.
I rocked you in my arms,
My grief mixed up with hatred
Which led me way too far.
This hatred swirled around me
And pierced me to the core,
I lost myself inside it.
Could held this pain no more.
It swept through my existence
Just like a hurricane,
And broke it to the pieces –
Engaging bloody rain.
The streets became so lonely
As crimson stained my hands,
With every single person
My madness gained intense.
How could I be so reckless,
What happened to my soul?
I've seen your ruby necklace
While loosing my control.
My every dream was nightmare,
And now it's finally true.
There's no one left to find me,
I failed each one who could.
There was no need to listen
To words one said to me.
I should have just dismissed it,
And let myself be free.
You look with disappointment -
There's chagrin in your eyes.
You see me at my lowest,
And yet you're still nearby...
My fault we'll never meet there,
In peaceful heaven's fields.
I'm sorry, dear sister,
I've failed your memory.