Reaching home

Through hardest times,
Through deepest pain
My life goes by,
My destined way.
I can't give up,
I shall hold on,
Through days and nights
For reaching home.
For dearest face,
For sweetest voice,
There's no more grace,
I have no choice.
I tried to keep
My conscience clean,
I swear, I did,
By any means...
But every time
There was dead end.
I'd rather die
Than break my pledge.
I'd rather take
A million souls
For our sake,
That's cruel, I know,
But how can I
Leave you alone,
My dearest one,
My purest love?..
How can I stay
Here without you,
I must come back,
Reveal the truth.
We did no crime,
They took us there,
We were too young
To fight them fair.
I promised you,
But time's so fast...
There's so much woe,
I'm losing heart.
Remaining quiet
In front of them,
Inside I cry
So loud in pain.
Your smile is all
I need to heal,
To live through
Everything surreal.
I know, the day will finally come,
When I will meet you back at home.