Searching you

(ссылка для прослушивания этой музыкальной композиции в 1й рецензии ниже)

I was searching you for centuries
In this world, my dreams, and internet,
In cafes, boutiques and libraries -
But I haven't found your traces yet.

I was travelling around the globe,
Read some mystical and rare books.
Guided by my never-ending hope,
Changing attitudes and outlooks.

I asked fortune tellers, tarot cards,
Where to go in search of my own fate?
I collected your image from shards,
In the hurry, cause I can't be late.

The picture is perfect.
But I don't deserve it.

And now when I've almost found
You, my doubts're chasing me around.
I can't believe I'm so let down -
Just been on top and now I've drowned.
Somehow.
Oh, God.
Somehow.

I've changed my approach, revised whole life -
No more stupid books and crystal balls.
Heart is on my sleeve; with it I drive,
And we both see how this old wreck rolls.

I've deceived myself more than just once.
Up to now it looks like storm has passed.
No more games with feelings and fun puns -
Only dream of you will ever last.

Tarot cards and magic in the past
Now my heart is showing me the way.
All regrets and doubts were outlast,
And I've finally met you yesterday.

Despite of pain before,
I've found what was searching for.

You are so lovely, tender, sweet -
Beyond my dearest expectations.
Please take my heart, that's all I need
I'm asking you you to be so gracious.
In deed,
Oh, God.
Agreed.