Dancing With My Demons

Tea in the mug turned to ice long ago
No one is looking for me, no one is waiting
In the corner of the room, shadows tangled into a ball
I blow the dust off my dress boots.
No need for prayers, don't call the doctor
I reached out to them myself from my shoulder
We've known each other for a long time, why this farce?
We have a private session today.


They don't hide under the bed
They are trying on my best dress
Looking into my eyes, without blinking, point-blank
We begin our... silent conversation.

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I am dancing with my demons!
In an empty apartment where the walls are crushing
We circle in a waltz, and they won't fix us
One holds the rhythm, the other holds the fear
I see my reflection in their eyes
Their claws don't cut, they are like velvet
In this madness, there is an order
I am dancing... I am leading.


Neighbors behind the wall are probably sleeping
Or hearing the floorboards creak
Thinking — I am completely alone in there
But here I have... a full house, to the bottom!
Let's drink to chaos, to broken light
To the fact that there are no normal people, essentially
Everyone hides their beast
But I invited mine to the tree.


Step to the left... (inhale)
Step to the right... (exhale)
It doesn't hurt...
I have the right.
To be complex.
To be different.
To be...
 ALIVE!

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I am dancing with my demons!
In an empty apartment where the walls are crushing
We circle in a waltz, and they won't fix us
One holds the rhythm, the other holds the fear
I see my reflection in their eyes
No need to save me, I am not a victim, I am the guide
While this city sleeps peacefully
I am dancing.


One, two, three...
One, two, three...
Now you are mine.
Forever.