Behind the closed door

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I was a victim of heart crime -
Abandoned and abused.
I'm at the bottom all my time
And got nothing to lose.

There's no more words left to believe,
I've shut my all doors down -
Don't need your truth mixed with deceit,
Don't need no one around.

I've locked them hard threw keys away
To keep'em always shut.
No trust inside for what you say,
No love is all I've got.

You've promised me to love forever
But then you disappeared.
You drowned me then and now endeavor
To change me to your need.

I'm not your doll to play with my heart
The way you did before.
Tear ego, plans and life apart (now)
Behind this closed door.

(Whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa).

You brought new fire, so let's burn
These bridges fucking down.
Sit down and watch cause it's my turn
To build my own damn town.

Now fences, ditches are best friends -
I love them more than you.
So this is how our story ends,
Cause you won't break them through.

Left with regrets I can’t erase, 
No “sorry” words sound true. 
My tight and tender, warm embrace 
I’ll save for someone new.

You've promised me to love forever
But then you disappeared.
You drowned me then and now endeavor
To change me to your need.

I'm not your doll to play with my heart
The way you did before.
Tear ego, plans and life apart (now)
Behind this closed door.

(Whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa)

You were the silence, when I've needed you the most!
Why didn't tell me: "I don't love you"? What's the cause?
I cried my eyes out, bled my heart out, drained and dry— 
Put broken soul together, now I wave goodbye. 
And I was waiting all these years to hear you say
“I’m sorry, please forgive”—but you failed anyway.

You've promised me to love forever
But then you disappeared.
You drowned me then and now endeavor
To change me to your need.

I'm not your doll to play with my heart
The way you did before.
Tear ego, plans and life apart (now)
Behind this closed door.

(Whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa)