Red and white

God's tracks are too inscrutable. It's true...
Are you the gift or are you the fate's trial?
I do not understand. This love faint looms
were hidden in a dream in middle summer...
I saw it many years ago at dawn.
I've got a parcel with new garden flowers.
My smiling mother told me it was from
her friend for me. This very sudden parcel
was from dead women... And I understood
this overt fact in dream. I know She loved me.
I opened boxes. There were two rose bushes:
dark-red and white... two bushes... It was surprising...
I planted them in garden. Then I saw
them both in bloom. And through a one brief moment
I saw the damaged red rose bush on earth...
And our love is damaged like this flower...

P.S.: I really got the parcel that year.
        I got my order from a e-shop and planted roses.
        I was seeing red and white flowers instead of pink ones,
        when they shew frail petals... They are still in my
        garden on the same places as in the dream...