Next to...

I could live completely different way
And pretend that everything is fine.
But inside, my heart is not okay.
What is broken I cannot define

Also make some brave and stupid plans,
That won't let me feel like I'm a ghost.
I would let a new era commence,
Doing things that always scared me most.

But these are all excuses
I feel so down and useless.

Behind these walls of ignorance
I'm sitting right here next to you.
Hard to find words that will make sense
And you won't try to help me through.

We are so close but yet so far.
Right next to you I feel alone.
Two prisoners behind steel bars.
The truth is that our love is gone.

You could be a different kind of girl,
Cold like a shark in deep blue ocean,
The center of the brand new world
Without a soul, dreams and emotions.

Could live another perfect life
Far from regrets and broken feelings
Have your own business, that will thrive,
And big apartment with high ceilings.

But these are all excuses
You feel so down and useless.

Behind these walls of ignorance
You're sitting right here next to me,
We have just one and only chance
To break up now or to break free.

I'm tired of keeping pain inside.
Please show me love we've left behind
You're the one who's on my mind
And now I'll make my own stride.

I'll take you by the hand
And look into your eyes.
It's not a bitter end.
We're just lost in disguise.

Embrace you tight and slow
Showing you scars and heart,
Love is like a flow
Let's try a brand new start.

Without options and excuses
Through our fractures, tears and bruises.

We'll break these walls of ignorance
Together stand next to each other
Love always here, it makes all sense
And give us never-ending power.

I feel your pain as it's my own
Will learn from you how to withstand it
Love showed us that we're not alone
Both believe in a happy ending.