Designed to be alone

Deep inside, you stare at the core
They stopped, can’t touch it anymore,
They stopped behind a closed door,
Deep inside, you are there on the floor.

There is nobody inside my space. I let them out.
My soul, it’s somehow lied. I took another route.
I know I would close windows and the door
Because it’s who I am. There. In my core.

They say that you shall try
But that’s only a big white lie.
Deep inside, there at my hollow core,
I’m cold, alone. I’m laying on the floor.

Some of us are built this way
They stay aside with silent ray.
In depth, in ocean, at the bottom of inner core,
They want to stop wishing for something more.

There was a soul architected with unique design
To be alone, to stand alone, run solo to be fine.
Deep there, inside, in the hollow core
I sit alone with anger on the floor.

Why you did to me all this?
To blow a final farewell kiss?
This door is open, it leads to abandoned space
The plan was rotten, missing steps of the staircase.

Some of us, we’re built this way,
Designed to be alone till the decay.
Please pass through me, don’t touch my core,
I sit in calming silence meditating on the floor…