Reflection in fragments

I am trying to look at the mirror, I promise, I swear,
Trying to see through cracks; it’s beyond my repair.
I am trying to run my hand over the surface, I tremble,
All fragments, they beyond my attempts to assemble.

I am trying to ignore blood that is dripping,
Keep my eyes shut, my world is now flipping.
I am trying to walk, to stand, not to fall,
All fragments, they beyond my control.

I am trying to sleep but nightmares are chasing,
Trying to break, trying to ignore what I am facing.
I am trying to wake myself up, I’m numb,
All fragments, all pain is near to come.

I am scattering dreams, embracing nightmares,
Smeared blood, I cover pieces with tears.
I am trying to ignore my own hallucination, I’m a freak,
But in the end the strong will always eat the weak.

All fragments stick out or lay messed around,
My reflection is split, my glass prison is found.
I am trying to look at the mirror, I promise, I swear,
Trying to see through cracks. It’s beyond my repair.