6 Cracks

Tick tick on my phone another night alone
Counting up these marks above my head
Like they gonna tell me something I dont know Something I dont know...
Yeah Im just lying here staring up
At all these lines that decorate my spot
Aint it funny how the silence gets so loud
When youre caught between the bottom and the top
My mind keeps racing but my bodys stuck
Looking for patterns in these random cuts
Above my bed above my head
Cant shake the feeling that we left things unsaid
Counting cracks up in my ceiling What you see
Counting cracks inside my feelings Thats just me
Listen up Im bout to break it down for real
Every mark up theres a story that I feel
First ones from when you said you had to go
Second one appeared the day I let you know
That I was done pretending everything was cool
Third one showed up when I was acting fool
Fourth through tenth yeah they all blend together
Like the days I spent just wishing youd do better
Now Im memorizing patterns on repeat
Got your voice still echoing in these streets
And every night I lay here counting sheep
But all I see is damage incomplete
Ooh woah these cracks aint healing
Ahyeah these facts revealing Everything everything I tried to hide
Counting cracks up in my ceiling What you see
Counting cracks inside my feelings Thats just me
Counting cracks up in my ceiling What you see
Counting cracks inside my feelings Thats just me
One two three four
Aint it funny how these patterns show
Everything I tried to let go Let go let go let go