Ты яд в моей любви

In this room, there are too many of your shadows
I don’t turn on the light
Afraid to see that you are gone
Or, what is even more terrifying
To see that you are still here
In every sip of cold coffee
In a random call that makes my nerves tremble
They say time heals, but it lies first

Припев
I knew this script, I read it between the lines
When you touched my hand
And the world narrowed to a pulse point at my temple
I thought it was salvation
But it was a noose
Too velvet. Too tight



You are the poison that pretended to be a cure
You flow through my veins, burning everything I called a soul
I die every time you are near
And resurrect only to get sick with you again
This is not love, this is a slow execution
Sweet mercury in my blood
You are poison
And I beg you: don't stop. Poison me


Funny how beautifully you know how to break
Without a sound. Without scars on the skin
Just taking the meaning out of every day
Leaving a hollow shell
I tried to run. Changed cities, numbers, names
But what's the use?
If I carry this thirst inside myself


One look back — and I'm at the bottom again
Your tenderness is sharper than any knife
I know the ending. I walk towards it, barely breathing

Припев
You are the poison that pretended to be a cure!
You flow through my veins, burning everything I called a soul
I die every time you are near
And resurrect only to get sick with you again
Destroy me completely, leave nothing behind
Sweet mercury in my blood
You are poison
The only poison I called "my love"


They say every poison has an antidote
But what if I...
What if I poured it down the sink?
Myself
With my own hands


It doesn't hurt anymore
It's just cold
You are poison...
And I drank you to the bottom