Deep space

I'm nothing to the universe.
I'm floating in an open space.
I'm pushed ahead by mystic force
And torn apart by my disgrace.

I'm searching for someone who cares
Content inside and not the form,
Someone who knows, who fights, who dares
For this cold world, to start transform.

Critical error,
File not found.

What's the meaning of
Thing that we call life?
Or we all just strive
Cover holes with love?

Maybe there's no God.
Humans are mistake
Still I can't awake
From the dream I've got.

I've seen two galaxies collide
I've seen the greatness of black holes,
I've seen all truth from it's inside
And recognised that view as false.

Collecting questions as they're dust,
But answers seem will never come.
I gave up hope that ever last
And finally became so numb.

System malfunction,
Shutdown starts.

What's the meaning of
Thing that we call life?
Or we all just strive
Cover holes with love?

Maybe there's no God.
Humans are mistake
Still I can't awake
From the dream I've got.

I thought that I'm alive and shine,
I thought that i belong someone
But it was only dream of mine
Of perfect place under the Sun.

If I'm destined to dream.
Instead of leaving my own life.
Then this song is a fucking hymn
To wake up dead in afterlife.

Search is completed,
Time to wake.

I don't know the truth
I'm still searching for
Someone who before
Loved my inner youth.

Now I realize
There's no greater grace
Than look at her eyes
Endlessly embrace.