Madness

I directly count the rest of my force,
And I know my limit, the last of my bound.
Not everybody dares to cross,
But everybody should drink the last drop.

The straightforward sences of forgotten spells
Not theme of the yesterday primerose dreams.
Tell me – and I will be ready to get.
The faith won’t leave us on the path,
And so we shouldn’t get enough.

I’ve been paying betrayal for long,
And the debt is paid – and I can get away.
My path is endless, don’t stop me so wrong:
The idle words of love won’t give us help.

I wish another star to shine on you,
My lot is to be fallen startlessly.
In equall abyss we’ll all breake ourselves,
The flame will  go out.

Who remembers us after one thousand year’s?
Love, which turned my heart into the dust?
Who remembers the mad, the criminal feeling,
Who believs in our mutual lust.
***
It’s easy – to wait and to wait for frigidity
From crippled eyes and goblets of wine.
So I have to lie in the darkness, caressing it, but not you,
Dreaming to wake somewhere out.

Damn all my dream, I trust you no more, I’m tired.
Don’t want to stop in the smoke for instant.
We’ll be together even not here but someday –
I’ll hold you, I’ll hold our love like suppressed scream.
***

We’ll be together,
Darkness will cover us, let it be…
The eternity open the door.