Òèøèíà ìåæäó âîëêàìè The Quiet Between the Wolves
Gray Wolf (Ñåðûé Âîëê)
Gray wolf rises from the snow,
Eyes locked cold on endless night.
In him — a strength that won’t let go,
Will to fight, to burn, to fight.
He won’t break, he won’t retreat,
Won’t leave his pack to die alone.
He tricks the hunters, leads them sweet,
Pulls them deeper, far from home.
Let the hunters curse, let hunger bite,
He won’t stop, he won’t stand still.
Wolf leads dogs into the night,
Where the wild and free are still.
He’s the hunter, he’s the blade,
Guardian of the pack’s last breath.
They trust him — every paw, every shade —
He fights for them, he fights for death.
Fire burns where his heart beats true,
King of this cold, endless land.
Forest shields him, dark and new,
Snow erases every brand.
Gray wolf — legend carved in frost,
Symbol of the will to rise.
Paws crush snow, his gaze cuts lost
Night with fire in his eyes.
He walks on — free, beyond the scream,
Into light where dreams take flight.
At his feet, a pup runs wild,
Following into endless night.
The Star Key Road (Äîðîãà Çâ¸çäíîãî Êëþ÷à)
I rode like light on a flame-horse wild,
Doors burst open — no fear, no guilt.
So open all paths, let me pass through,
Every threshold glows with dawn’s first hue.
Open the doors, the gates, the way,
Let me walk where the stars hold sway.
My word’s the key, the lock, the spark —
My ancestors guard this sacred dark.
My pleas were taken like sacred bread,
Never turned down, never led astray.
They held my hand like morning light,
Walked me to dawn with love so bright.
They’d love me deep as parents love their child,
My path lit bright as stars beguiled.
Their light still walks beside my soul —
My whispered vow? It’s strong as gold.
I chew my words, I drown my deeds,
But truth still lights my path with seeds.
My word comes first — the strongest, true,
The key, the lock, the tongue — unbroken, new.
I’ll speak it thrice — let echoes climb,
I’ll keep their light through night and time.
As long as breath still sings in me,
No storm can break what’s sworn to be —
My word… is mine… forever.
Tuk tuk (Òóê-òóê)
Time erased our faces, soft and slow,
But it couldn’t fade the pain we know.
You left — yet in my chest, it stays:
That distant sound… those warm old days…
Tuk… tuk… come back to me,
Like then — in fire, in spring’s decree.
Tuk… tuk… don’t walk away,
I’m still the same… I wait… right here… today.
Tuk… tuk… remember that last sun?
We didn’t speak — our eyes had won.
Tuk… tuk… the wind whispered, “forever…”
But you left… you left… you left…
Tuk… tuk… frost on the glass,
I search your face through winter’s haze.
Tuk… tuk… cold in my chest,
But it aches with love — and nothing’s less.
Tuk… tuk… in the mirror, you’re there,
A ghost inside my deepest air.
Tuk… tuk… reflection in the pane —
You wave your hand… but not to me… again.
We couldn’t hold… but never forgot —
Somewhere in heaven, our song’s still hot.
Tuk… tuk… I stare into your eyes…
Tuk… tuk… one tear falls… no disguise…
Tuk… tuk… come back to me,
Even if… just in a dream.
Tuk… tuk… don’t walk away…
I’m still the same… but the door’s locked… from the inside…
Tuk…
Tuk…
Tuk…
…tuk…
If You Don’t Believe Me, Just Cut My Head Off! (Îïàñíûå èãðû)
You ain’t a cat, and I’m no mouse —
So why you playin’ hide-and-seek in the house?
It hurts too much, it scares me right,
If you don’t believe me — just cut my head off tonight.
If you don’t believe me, just cut my head off!
Head don’t feel pain — ain’t got no soul, no love, no grief.
Just neurons runnin’ wild, like ghosts in the wires,
Hunting your face — the one that still burns in my eyes.
It’s easy to hurt, just turn away,
But don’t leave holes where my heart used to stay.
Don’t scratch the scars like they’re dirt on the wall —
It ain’t fun to feel ‘em bleed when you’re not there at all.
You think I’m joking?
I’m not.
I’m just…
…still here.
With all my thoughts
…wearing your name
…like a coat
…you threw away.
You delete my texts, but my brain won’t quit —
It plays your laugh like a broken track.
You say I’m over it?
Yeah…
I’m over it…
…like the sky’s over the rain —
still wet.
…cut my head off…
…but don’t you dare…
…leave me…
…alone.
…with the ghosts.
…in my wires.
Red Moon, Still Waiting (Êðàñíàÿ ëóíà)
I sit by the window — the glass holds the quiet,
Above, the moon bleeds red through the night.
Black clouds drift slow where the stars used to shine,
And the dark sings your name… like a sigh out of time.
In my hands — a cigarette, chocolate-smoke slow,
Sweet as goodbyes, bitter as “I miss you” below.
The cup’s gone cold in my palms, long ago,
My thoughts fly too far… where you used to go.
I remember your touch — soft, like dawn on skin,
The way your eyes held me… before you let go.
Your lips met mine… but that was a dream,
Just the moon and the smoke… like flowers that gleam.
Know this — I’m missing you, too, in this light,
Where our glow got swallowed by shadows tonight.
Dawn will break soon, tear the dark apart,
And the sun will rise…
…then I’ll come back to your heart.
…I’ll come back…
…to your heart.
…to your heart.
“I Want Your Warmth” (ß íå èäåàë)
I hurt you — and you won’t forgive,
I swear I didn’t mean to… I’d do it all again… if I could.
I want your forgiveness…
I want your warmth…
I want your warmth…
I want your forgiveness… I want your warmth,
I hurt you — now you can hurt me too…
Let it be fair… let it be true…
I earned this silence, I lied, I broke the vow,
But I’m not perfect — I’m just… broken right now.
I’m not perfect…
…but I’m still here.
I want your forgiveness…
I want your warmth…
I want your warmth…
…warmth…
…forgive me…
…please…
Masks We Wear (Ìàñêè 1)
We wear masks — it’s no secret,
Since we were kids, we learned to wear them.
To be natural, to look so cool —
We fake it harder than we ever knew.
We hide our souls behind the glass,
Learned to live in crowds that don’t feel real.
We learn to take the world’s hard blows —
Now it’s just second nature. Just… a gift we keep.
We’re all fake, the whole world’s stage,
Everyone’s got a part to play.
Not the kindest one survives here —
Just the one who wears the most masks…
We read D’Artagnan as kids,
Watched Gauguin’s colors, dreamed of truth.
We knew masks were wrong —
We just didn’t know how to take them off.
We’re all fake, the whole world’s stage,
Everyone’s got a part to play.
Not the kindest one survives here —
Just the one who wears the most masks…
We search for those whose masks look like our own,
Hunting souls that feel like home.
And when we find them —
…we peel them off.
…together.
…skin by skin.
…because we found…
…half of ourselves…
…and it was enough…
Want to Be Yours (Õî÷ó áûòü äëÿ òåáÿ)
I want to be the one you can count on,
The quiet “yes” when the world says “no.”
I want to be where your worries fade —
Not just beside you… but with you.
I want to hold you with just a glance,
No words needed. Just warmth. Just home.
I want to be with you — not losing a single moment,
Every day a brushstroke — bold, bright, and true.
I want us laughing till the stars lean in close,
And we light them — just for us — in the dark, just because.
I want to be the one who’s brave, who dares,
Who turns your “what if?” into “look what we are.”
I want to be your safe place — no risk, no fear,
No ghost of “what if we’d left?” — just “I’m right here.”
I want to be with you…
So life doesn’t slip by…
…like sand through fingers.
…like a song half-sung.
I want to be the one who fixes what’s broken,
Not with grand words — but with warmth.
Not with storms… but with steady hands.
…with quiet sunrises.
I want to be with you — not losing a single moment,
Every day a brushstroke — bold, bright, and true.
I want us laughing till the stars lean in close,
And we light them — just for us — in the dark, just because.
…just because…
Gave You My Cosmos (Êîñìîñ)
I gave you my whole cosmos —
Stars, silence, gravity, light.
Then one day you just whispered:
“It wasn’t serious.”
…just like that.
Not serious dates,
Not serious love.
I gave you my cosmos…
Now my lips are split with blood.
How did this happen?
How did I let you in?
How did I fall for you —
Without seeing the cracks?
No arrogance. No fakes.
No performance in your gaze.
I fell like an idiot…
And now I’m scared to feel…
…anything at all.
How did you take everything sacred —
Leave me with this quiet grief?
No dreams fulfilled.
No wishes came true.
I thought…
You were the universe.
…not just a girl.
You just smiled.
You called it an experiment.
Then you got bored.
And you…
…vanished.
…in one breath.
Not serious dates,
Not serious love.
I gave you my cosmos…
Now my lips are split with blood.
…blood…
Fuck you, darling — I let go.
I’ll forgive you all your sins.
I’ll light my stars again —
…and you?
Live however you want.
…just don’t come back.
Society (Îáùåñòâî)
Life runs fast — we run with it,
Race against the clock, who’s quicker?
Twists of fate, the ties we’re bound to —
Let no one judge us… we’re just alive.
Here we drift with the current,
There we fight against the tide!
Every day we grow stronger,
Every day — a lesson learned…
School, then college, first real job…
Faster, faster, faster — no stop.
Worries chase us like a storm.
We step on heads to stay alive,
Play the game, wear the mask,
‘Cause if you’re slow — you get devoured…
…so we devour first.
Being kind in this world?
Damn near impossible.
Easier to drown your neighbor,
Walk on backs, call it progress…
Deep inside, we barely see it —
But when you’re just like all the rest…
…it feels wrong.
…so wrong.
They told us: “Live in peace, be kind.”
But where’s the culture? Where’s the mind?
If it’s there — it’s foreign, cold…
How do you teach tolerance to fools?
How do you tell a crook: “Be good”?
Should we flee to Himalayan snows?
…even there, the tourists come…
…and leave their trash behind.
Here we drift with the current,
There we fight against the tide…
Every day we grow stronger…
Every day — a lesson learned…
Old man Marx was right, you know —
Society’s the river… forever it will flow.
Humanity picks its own damn theme…
So lock the system. Tight. And clean.
Make the law the spine of every soul,
Bend each self to serve the whole…
Till every person lifts their eyes —
Not just to survive…
…but to see the light.
…to share the light.
…to be human.
…just be human…
Bitterness (Îáèäà)
Bitterness tears through my chest —
For no reason. For no one’s fault.
How can I speak to a soul
When you don’t believe I’m real?
My heart aches. My eyes shine wet.
I open up — soul bare, unarmored.
And they pour poison in —
Like a river made of doubt.
Poison of doubt. Accusations.
A wagon-load of “I don’t trust.”
You swallow it, heart — take it hard.
This pain? It’s just… practice for later.
Then a bucket of indifference —
Should’ve washed my face before.
I got lost in dreams, got drunk on hope…
And believed in her… again.
Did you forget how it felt?
To close your soul with blood on the seams?
You wanted wings again?
Then crawl. Suffer. Bleed.
If you won’t learn from the scars,
If you refuse to think with your mind —
You’ll cry. You’ll break.
And forget how to love.
No more tears. No more lies.
No fairytales. No make-believe.
There’s no half-love.
You invented her — again.
I don’t believe you.
I won’t give in.
But I love — and I’m loved.
I feel it. I see it.
We burn together —
Not in fire…
…in supernova.
But her smile won’t slip away…
Her heartbeat still races mine…
I won’t close my soul again…
Because…
…love still exists.
…love still exists.
Peace (Ïîêîé)
You traced the trembling of my soul —
Each sigh, each whisper in the still.
Each spark that lives inside my chest,
Each secret blooming, soft and deep.
My hands are yours. My lips — forever.
My heart beats like a sacred shield.
The first time I touched you — I heard it:
The voice of eternity… revealed.
My kisses are your endless chain,
Holding tenderness, and fire, and pain.
I know you’re mine — my soul’s true ground,
The meaning I was born to find.
I’ll hear your madness, wild and strange,
Your laughter, riddles, midnight thoughts.
To me — they’re music. Light. A song.
Without you — silence. Empty thoughts.
The world outside grows cold and grim,
Its weight presses in my veins.
I want to fly — just you and I —
Where no fear lives… and no pain remains.
My kisses are your endless chain,
Holding tenderness, and fire, and pain.
I know you’re mine — my soul’s true ground,
The meaning I was born to find.
Where only stars, and you, and I…
Where the line between us fades to sky…
Where in these arms, the whole world lies —
…and for us…
…true peace…
…is here.
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