My favourite haunt

two years of hovering cold behind my back you were a ghost
the life was just a classroom
 been turning so many wrong ways, just to end up back at home
you've got the best of heirlooms

I’ve been fooled, and I’ve fooled too
chased the best, blind to the truth that it was you.
i contemplate all day
never mind but I've got something else to say

if i could call you now I would say I'm sorry
all the past everything feels like mind-bending movie
It’s part of the game that comes with the territory.
burning in purgatory
your wistful smile and lively stride
it was perfect time and
 sad Hindsight
was worst mistake
 and perfect joke
you're my favorite haunt

if i could call you now I would say I'm sorry
all the scenes from the past seem like mind-bending movie
It’s part of the game that comes with the territory.
Dying in purgatory
your wistful smile and lively stride
in streetlights  haze  and city lights
 you walk to me so proudly
You were my favorite need

you're my greatest remorse
But you're all i want

I'd let you cry on my shoulder like i had never fiendish glow
my sleeves would be the tissue
cant lift my head from the table impassive eyes look like they know
that three wise men one of them is you


the little flames died in the storm
I'd set myself on fire just to keep you warm
I cut my hair cut all ties
it's been the little chapter but that's my whole life

the little flames died in the storm
I've lost all trust in fleeting sparks that kept me warm
I cut the tape both ends
I'd stuck in the like letter I would never send

if i only could call you i would say I'm sorry
 evening haze and your grace died in the midday glory
and I'm not brave enough to say the story's over
your judge is stone sober

what do you like what's on your mind
since my world turned to black and white
it's fine cause heart wants what it wants
you're my favorite haunt

dont try to tell me you were saintly
opened up that bottles madly
the moment you went back to friends i was making my amends
I am either a great actress
 Or went good with fragile bandaids
but I'd sell my soul to fix
'broken pieces of our peace

cause i beg your pardon
In that rose garden
till you finally parted
 by that white fucking altar

I look for you like
little kid
looks for his mother
novermber streets
would never bring you back to me
with every tear drop and every scream

i miss you like birds miss the skies
i sober up I'm sinking down
and i can't get what my heart wants
you're my greatest remorse
You're my favorite haunt