As it was

You’ve read all books on the tables
You honor all nations.
Love all people over the world.
And dream about friendship as gold

Singing a song and writing new poem
You begin to think about your present moment
“How many mistakes I make” - you ask with a sigh
And why the old ones still make me cry?

Holding me back
Past “me” told me about such a beautiful world
Where I lived before,
Where I was so happy three years ago
Nothing to say
When she asked to stay away

In that world, it were us
Energetic and shameless
Because now only silent,
So deep and soundless
I know that it’s not the same as it was

Answer the phone,
She told me
“You are not good alone”
“Why are you still sitting at home on the floor?

Ringing the bell,
I can’t walk to the door
Nobody’s coming to help
And I stay in the oblivion the moment before

In that world, it were us
I know that it’s not the same as it was
As it was, as it was.

Please go home, ring the bell
And end this dramatical trip
I want to give you a tip
Leave everything, fly as a bird
Please, feel happy with her